For Future Me - Break Up Day 7

Hi,

I am working since morning at coffee shop.
He promised to let me know his availability today.

He hasnt texted me until now.
I am not waiting.
No.
Even he texts me.
I have decided to not meet him.

I checked my spotify friends activity,
Saw him there.
1 day ago.
He was listening 1 song.
Checked the lyric:

The Moment by Nicky Romero

I'm Broken but fearless
got nothing left to losei'm Trying to climb the stepsI'm looking for the truthThe house that's made of glass is breakingThe world that I knew is caving inAnd gravel on my feet is shaking
When I turn my life around
This is the moment
Oh Oh Ohh
The Moment
Oh Oh Ohh
The Moment
I'm crawling to the door
So let me live another way
I'm needing something more
The world that I knew is caving in
And gravel on my feet is shaking
When I turn my life around
This is the moment
I won't let life tear me down
I've got nothing left then my beating heart
This is the moment
Oh Oh Ohh
The Moment
Oh Oh Ohh
The Moment

But this is the moment

I'm burnt out like a craze

The house that's made of glass is breaking

But this is the moment

I've found my way out of the dark

am i that bad? :(

sad.... did you see that we were as "darkness"

I still dont have any idea.

What should i do... tomorrow.

T__T

I miss you...

CRY!

or... do u cancel ur flight ticket?

I dont think so sih.

You're not that kind of person.

Simply dont care at all.

If you're fine now.

It means, we successfully through tomorrow awkward flight....

anw, i have just made schedule to ask professional help on Weds.

Hope we will through this as soon as possible :(

I booked hotel across the place he broke me up anw :(
I didnt know, i booked that long time before.
WHYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!