3 am

3.19 am
What am i doing? Waking up with idk what exactly i feel.
That bitch easily disappear (again). What. The . Hell!
But i only end up with long list quetions in my head, getting mad with myself.
Falling for something make people become stupid and not realistic.


Gah! Maybe i just need to have jogging before working today!
Dont be mad dont be mad.
Dont cry dont cry.
Take a breath take a breath.
The pain will go away.
Will go away.
You can handle it many times.



Let meeee sleeeeeeeppppppppp!

Life Lately

After long time, due to busy life should manage the work load and school at the same time and now, i am here. Back to my bed room. Spend my weekend here, not doing anything, lying on my bed with lot of things in my head and, here we go.
I am thinking about what am i doing? Working? Do i really love what i'm doing?
I've ever told that i lose my passion, i even dont know what i love.
Life seems more complicated when we're growing up.


2 months left before meet the 24! I know, i should do something. Everytime i meet or talk with you, there is something that i need to ask
"dont you think we need to talk?"

Been a year, i even do not realize bout that. We should be brave to choose. Lose it but know the truth or keep it but never know the truth (and it doesnt guarantee, we wont lose it someday)
See, life seems more complicated when we're growing up. We need to think more, if we would like to playin around, we can't make everything to let the flow.

Happy sunday! When will the rain fall?
Not ready yet for Monday!