For Future Me - Break Up

Hi me in the future,
Hope you’re doing well now.
At least better than what i feel.


Today is the second day after he broke you up.
As we both agree since the beginning of relationship.
That’s why we were so afraid to start the relationship.

Because of this.
And surprise it really happened to us.

Maybe you still remember.
Because his love for me slowly disappears.
And he didn’t realize it.
And it happens when i still have so much love to him.

Maybe you still remember.
We both.
In one night, asking the question to him people change love changes.
How come i can believe he will never leave?
He answer with his deep voice.
Hey dont worry.
“If it happened i will take a break, not stop or quit”
“I choose you”

We both.
Trust his word.

We both.
Trust him.

With all of this heart.
With all of the faith that we still have.

After all.
After all.
He left.
Two days ago.
With reason.
His love slowly disappears
He is not happy anymore

When he is the one who asked me to build family together?
He left.

After all.

Until today.
We both dont know.
How to through this.

Even we dont have any reason to hate him.
At all.
Because we both know.
We have so much love for him.
That much.
And really do.

Dear future me,
I hope you’re doing well there.
So i know i’ll be fine in the end.