I miss him.
A lot.
I decided to end up everything 3weeks ago, he asked to meet me directly. He asked for lunch but i refused because i know it would ruin my work.
He said ok. But never came back and contacted me.
Losing him seems harder because feel lose best friend at the same time. It feels like double attack.
My brain keeps asking and thinking “is the decision ok?
To be honest deep inside. I feel bad.
I miss him, the jokes, comfort silent moment, accompany for long hours silent video call :(
I wonder, how’s his feeling? He seems ok :(
