A Letter to November

Dear November,
I wish you would be a great month
i wish everything were gonna be OK
but, in the fact it is worse and worse

sad and confused
there are two words that explain what i felt when i saw they talked something that i didn't know, made jokes that i didn't understand or told a story that i really wouldn't to know

i feel they go farther farther and farther
Can you ask them do they still want to go, tell a story, play UNO, watch movie, eat, or just laugh together with me?
i feel they find someone hemm better better better than me, has more more and more not childish, moody, selfish, more beautiful, easy going or whatever! maybe they feel more comfortable with them and wont to be "friends" like before

but tell them,
i really miss every moment that we ever did together :'(


P.S. : tell him i dont care what they did together and i really wont to know! so please dont ever tell it!
P.S.S. : i felt so sad everytime i saw the pict that they took together at hemm "somewhere' sometimes i really want to cry :(