Senin, 02 Desember 2024

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I have survived for 5 years
Depressive nights, countless numb days.
There was some bright days, then back to those dark circle
Lately the thought to die comes often

But i know, there will be long journey after it.
There will be long road with no end...
Painful road.
Full of punishment.

I decided to stop coming to my therapist.
The session was always painful.
She kept telling me to remember the pain, no.. even the source of every pain.

Questioning what am i doing in this world
Why am i here
Too scare to die
Too frustrated with my own feeling, thought 

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