Depressive nights, countless numb days.
There was some bright days, then back to those dark circle
Lately the thought to die comes often
But i know, there will be long journey after it.
There will be long road with no end...
Painful road.
Full of punishment.
I decided to stop coming to my therapist.
The session was always painful.
She kept telling me to remember the pain, no.. even the source of every pain.
Questioning what am i doing in this world
Why am i here
Too scare to die
Too frustrated with my own feeling, thought
