When was the last time I share something here?
A year ago?
I have so much thoughts lately.
It's hard to describe how I feel, what I think
I am planning to continue my discussion with my therapist.
It has been 2 years I stop meeting her, I thought everything will be fine.
But lately the black clouds is coming and filling my body with those uncomfortable pain.
I keep pulling myself from others.
Anxious to talk with others.
Keep ignoring people who reach out to me.
I hate everything with no reason.
Losing motivation to work and keep spending money impulsively.
What's going on?
