Last Month being 20's

 Hi,

I guess life is going well since I stop writing for a while.
Hmm,  i see it's getting better or maybe i just become stronger somehow (which is good, right?)
So, if you see me in the future, I decided to move for a while to Bali.
I have been living here for almost 3 months, traveling a lot in the middle of my busy work.

How's my feeling now?

Last October, I got a text from him and he asked me to meet up. 

I rejected since I didn't see the urgency to meet him after more than a year. He said he would apologize.

I was laughing, where have you been? This year a learn a lot about how to forgive and let go of the grudge. I am so tired of my anger and waiting for people to apologize, realize their mistake, realize that what they did hurt me. But in life, if everything happens as we wish, it's not life, right?

Until now, I realize that forgiveness is not for them. It is for me to have a more peaceful mind. I know the sadness is sometimes still there, but nothing I can do except to feel the sadness, take a breath, talk to myself that "hey, you'll be fine"

It's good to have a break in Bali, I went to the beach a lot. I got tanned and it's very tanned.
Somehow I don't care, I don't want to have any regret or at least minimize any regret in the future.

Thank you for my 20's

Thank you for staying strong, surviving from so much pain, and achieving so much good things.

I am so proud of you.

Take care of your feeling, live with the best life you can give to yourself, buy the best things for yourself.

You deserve all of the good things in this world.

Thank you for my 20's!

I am so happy with i have today.

Welcome to 30's life!