Worst feeling


When you wake up in early morning.
Your heart feels so empty.
Hurts so much.

You don’t know how to cry anymore.
Because you will not feel better.


I was feeling so much loved.
Why do now i can’t feel anything?
Is it my fault?
Is it just my feeling?
This insecurity drives me more crazy.

But hey.
Your feeling - no, your feeling most of the time brings to the right thing?
Scare with my own feeling.
Why do we need to hurt each other when we love each other?


I’ll be fine.
If i could feel loved
As much as.
Before.

Is it possible?

Or, do i still deserve for love?
Do i deserve it?
Repeating this question, again - and again.

Do i deserve it?