Hey, how are you?
Hope you are doing well.
It's been a year, do not post anything.
I was crazy busy bitch a whole year but really enjoyed it.
I was thinking that it will be hard for me to fall in love or see someone.
After all of the pain and i don't know why people around me mostly have "not perfect" relationship that i can look into.
Full of lie.
Cheating.
Or whatever.
It's just too tiring.
Tired with that kind of feeling.
Worrying a lot.
Insecure.
Sadness.
Or whatever.
Until i thought.
Anggi, you will be fine.
You are fine with yourself.
Do not let anyone mess up with your perfect life.
You only have to trust yourself.
Even your bestfriend will leave you someday.
At the end you only have yourself.
It always hard for me to forgive.
I can let it go easily but it always so hard to forgive.
Lately i think that i have to make a peace with myself.
Anggi, you have to learn how to forgive and forget.
And someday, one of my close friend said "you cannot be alone forever, open your heart"
Not everyone will hurt you.
I don't know, the thing that i know is only me who will never hurt myself.
God,
Thank you for the past 4 months.
For this time, please....do not take him away....
I know, i'm very selfish.
I do not do what You ask and leave what You ask.
It's very stupid if I asked this thing.
But i really thank to You for sending and letting him to love me (crying)
Good night,
sleep well, life well
