rasanya seperti kembali dari mati suri,
hahahaha, mungkin kehidupan 4 bulan terakhir ini serasa baik-baik saja sampai tak menulis apa-apa,
ya karna biasanya menulis sesuatu disini, hanya apabila terlalu senang atau terlalu sedih atau hmm ketika menemukan yaa.. bisa kita sebut apa ya, pengisi hari (atau) pengisi hati (?)
cerita dari jam 8 malam sudah selesai di akhir bulan Januari.
He was busy, but not that busy.
He simply met someone and will get married end of this year.
Am i sad? Hmm... i don't know.
The thing that i could express that time was hmmm oh... i see...
ok.
(don't ever underestimate my feeling hahahahaha sometimes, i am too scary with my feeling)
then stopped reply his text.
hari Rabu, jam 3.17
dua minggu, sebelum resmi kutinggalkan tempat di mana 5 tahun terakhir hampir setengah hidup kuhabiskan disini.
backsound lagu Crave You dari Flight Facilities feat Giselle.
cuaca pagi tadi mendung, siang matahari cukup terik, menjelang sore kembali redup.
dua minggu lagi,
kehidupan baru akan dimulai.
khawatir(?)
sangat!
over thinking(?)
pasti!'
sejak dua minggu lalu,
setiap datang ke tempat ini,
rasanya seperti orang yang tau kapan akan mati,
(oke berlebihan)
tapi benar, kamu seperti tau kapan waktunya pergi, meninggalkan apa yang membuatmu nyaman.
apa yang menarik belakangan ini?
hmm apa ya?
beberapa hal menarik tapi hmm ya berjalan biasa saja sepertinya.
apa yang membuat pada akhirnya berani mengambil keputusan cukup besar ini dalam hidup?
tidak tau.
cuma ingin jadi sesuatu (atau) seseorang yang lebih baik.
sebenarnya, pada akhirnya pilihannya hanya dua.
ditinggalkan?
atau
meninggalkan?
hmm.. sekian,
mari kita habiskan kopi pahit penahan kantuk ini.
-sampai jumpa-
Rabu, 03 Mei 2017
Sabtu, 14 Januari 2017
25!
Hey!
Happy new year and welcome to 25!
For the first time, i wasn't excited to celebrate my birthday. Am i really turning to 25?
What should i do in this age?
Clueless.
Last year, i got lot of complains about "working too much"
They said, how come you will meet someone if you stay late at office everyday?
The time just yet to come, even we go out everyday, if God said "not yet"
We wouldn't meet anyone.
But if God said "yes, it's the right time"
Even we sleep at home, you will meet someone. How?
I believe God will give the best way for that.
I had deep conversation about "forgiving" with my close friend.
Forgiving is such a hard thing to do.
Most of the time, we only try to forget and let it go.
Then we don't realize it.
And it will come a day.
All the pain come at the same time.
School?
I almost finish it.
So.
May this year will be great, full of happiness and better than last year!
Happy new year and welcome to 25!
For the first time, i wasn't excited to celebrate my birthday. Am i really turning to 25?
What should i do in this age?
Clueless.
Last year, i got lot of complains about "working too much"
They said, how come you will meet someone if you stay late at office everyday?
The time just yet to come, even we go out everyday, if God said "not yet"
We wouldn't meet anyone.
But if God said "yes, it's the right time"
Even we sleep at home, you will meet someone. How?
I believe God will give the best way for that.
I had deep conversation about "forgiving" with my close friend.
Forgiving is such a hard thing to do.
Most of the time, we only try to forget and let it go.
Then we don't realize it.
And it will come a day.
All the pain come at the same time.
School?
I almost finish it.
So.
May this year will be great, full of happiness and better than last year!
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