Selasa, 01 November 2016

Bihun Goreng di Tengah Malam Bulan Agustus

Apa malam ini,
kamu membeli bihun goreng untuk makan,
sebelum kembali ke tempat tingalmu?


atau

menu malam ini nasi goreng,
dengan lagu lawas dari radio?

atau

kamu sudah cukup dengan jatah makan,
yang diberikan cuma-cuma,
sekitar pukul 7 malam tadi,

dan

langsung kembali,
untuk memejamkan mata.


Sekarang bulan November,
menu dan kebiasaan makanmu mungkin sudah berbeda dari,
bulan Agustus.

End of this Year is Coming

Wow... already November.
I can't believe it, time flies too fast this year or we're just too busy?
So we don't realize it.

I've just counted, this year i only have 6 posts. What's the meaning of that?
One of the reason.
From January - May, i was too busy with my final thesis.
and after finish it i was too busy with my workload.

Another reason?
There was no love story hahahaha until i met someone in June.
But, now he's just back to his world and there is no love story here.

00.18
I am still working at home, doing some pending request, just back from watching movie.
Heavy rain in the afternoon and i simply miss him.
One day he asked me, why i didn't tell him, there was heavy rain in Jakarta.
I promised to him couples days before, to tell him if heavy rain comes again in Jakarta.
But I forgot to tell him that day.

Deleted his name from my own contact list, and now i need to type his name to search from general contact list.
He is still available there.
Working.
Same as before.
Stay late every early month.
I remembered he said, H+3 (3 days every early month)
He used to ask "hey why are u still there"
"go home"
"share anything about his work"
"ask me to tell my day"

But this month.
He just simply stop talking to me.
I don't know the reason
But in the same time, i really know the reason.