Rabu, 22 April 2015

Thursday Morning

Good morning, happy Thursday
09.26 Buaran Railway Station
Not in the mood to work or study today.
Could we just lay on our bed? 
one day left before payday, just cant wait for that. 
I need holiday so bad! 

Kamis, 19 Februari 2015

heavy eyes

Friday, 11.32 am, office
now playing: love me like you do by Ellie Goulding
a cup of coffee and slice of simple bread from Delicious
current mood: desperately need sleep

Brought some reports to home, but still have to finish it by today.
Have many things to do but my eyes are as heavy as a ton of stones.


Happy Friday anyway.
remind me to look for a birthday gift tomorrow~

Minggu, 18 Januari 2015

Jogja, Minggu dan hujan

Ada yang teringat waktu kembali ke tempat ini.
Beberapa waktu lalu.
Di tempat ini, aku bisa berbagi denganmu.
Berbagi cerita yang terlewat sampai ketakutan di tengah malam.
Kamu menemani dari kejauhan.

Aku kembali kesini.
Dengan sesuatu yang hilang.
Rasanya ingin mencarimu, ingin berbagi kesedihan.
Aku tau, aku punya yang lain untuk berbagi. 
Tapi Tuhan, 
Kau Maha Mengerti, ada ketenangan ketika kesedihan itu bisa dibagi padanya.

Aku sudah merelakan, hanya tempat ini mengingatkanku kembali pada cerita denganmu beberapa waktu lalu.

-Kereta api, senja, rindu-

Minggu, 04 Januari 2015

How God sends the answer

Hello 2015!
Hello 23!

i am getting older kyaaa!


been a month and i already know the answer, no need to ask why again. I just need to accept it, everything will be ok, this pain will go away at the soonest. 

Happy new year everybody and happy birthday to me. Wish we would have a greater year and a better us ahead.

🎉🎂

Sabtu, 27 Desember 2014

Hari ke 22!

Sabtu, libur, hujan seharian
What a perfect Saturday! Harusnya begitu kan? Bisa tidur malas-malas seharian di kasur. Masih suasana liburan akhir tahun. Tapi kantor masih masuk kemarin. Thanks God. Paling tidak masih ada kesibukan mengisi waktu disaat orang-orang terdekat berlibur. Desty perjalanan liburan ke Bali, Senja liburan ke Pekalongan & Dieng, Stevie ke Bandung, Wiwis ke pulau seribu and of course i cant count rivandi in, to be my weekend chat friend. And me? What am i doing? Tersungkur di kasur dengan kepala berdenyut dan bersin-bersin meler akibat tiba-tiba kena flu entah darimana. At least masih ada 2 novel baru yang baru keluar dari plastik pembungkus jadi pengusir sepi. What a perfect Saturday! 

22 hari berlalu, harusnya tetap baik kan? Gara-gara novel sialan yang harusnya jadi penghibur malah kebalikannya!

Merry chistmas anyway. A week left to meet oh no..... 23!

Some songs just bring out the best memories, dont they? - divortiare

Bought this novel yesterday, planned to read it to spend my weekend.
And part of my -therapy-

And guess what?
The writer just made me remember about you, the conversations, memories, nick name and ........ Akkkk bye!
Even little chit chat with my mom and my sistet bout her friend's birthday remind me bout you. 

But two people who are so much alike are just like magnets with the same pole.....

I miss our brainless conversation, i really do, really do. But i cant do anything right? You want to move to other side. And i should do that too. I tried, you know? It isn't easy to start everything from zero. Find someone who understands your weirdest side. It is not easy.

-

Minggu, 21 Desember 2014

Moment dimana tempat ini, saat ini isinya mirip seperti tong sampah.
Dimana dimasa depan nanti saat kamu baca lagi semua sampahan ini, akan keluar dari mulutmu sunggingan senyum miris, sedikit malu, lalu tertawa sambil terlontar kata "dasar bodoh"

Kenapa harus ditulis? Lalu bisa dibaca oleh khalayak luas.
Karena kadang yang ingin diungkapkan terlalu sulit dikeluarkan dan tak semua orang bisa jadi pendengar.