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Maaf orang-orang di sebelah karna moody an gue lagi kumat. Untuk meminimalisir kekacauan, sedari pagi pasang headset + anteng ngetik. Positive sidenya adalah pagi ini sampai makan siang sangatlah produktif!
Negative sidenya adalah sakit kepala. Akhirnya makan siang memutuskan beli es krim yang katanya bisa memperbaiki mood. Entah, coba kita liat efeknya.

Pulang kampus kemarin luar biasa ngantuk gara-gara makan ketoprak (enggak sih, kayaknya emang lelah) sampe rumah langsung ke kasur, bangun-bangun jam 5, baju masih lengkap, gak cuci muka, gak solat isya, gak lepas lepas dan bahkan gak cuci kaki. Are you trying play game with me or what? You can be so kind, nice, super cute and make me smile all day long, then become "nyebelin"at the same time! Congratulation sih, i am jealous! but i'll maintain it. Huh. Just remembered what Y said to me last week "Gi, i think you're not important enough sih kalo gini, don't fight too hard and hurt yourself" HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA! KAMPRET! Obrolan makan siang tolol yang berakhir gue ngambek ngedumel, karna gak terima. Ya ya ya gak sepenuhnya gak setuju tapi juga gak bisa dibilang setuju. He's just too nice,bahkan ada beberapa kelakuan yang mirip, jadi gak bisa marah -_- karna tau alesannya kenapa gue ngelakuin itu. (cari pembenaran aja sih tapi). Biasakan kalo bawa bawa hati suka terjadi delusional yang berlebihan untuk cari pembenaran.

Tapi intinya bete banget sebete betenya bete! do anything you want! it's ok you have close chat with (idk who is that girl, ya ada yang tau juga sih, pengen banget diliat ha?) but i won't to say it's ok you do not reply my text! even it's not important conversation, at least i know you're still alive! Berlebihan banget tapi yaudahlah ya gapapa kan. Males banget mau ke kampus :( tiba tiba libur kek. Pulang lalu tidur.

Salam sayang,
anak yang rindu akhir pekan.

Jumat Jengah

It's last Friday night, before back to school.
And what are you doing here dear?
Working with this !#$%^# billing report since after lunch (still hasn't finished yet), online training (but i am not listening, log in and join the training but doing other thing), posting job req and reviewing

Thanks to my ex boss who gave me her mini speaker, at least i don't feel alone in this small room. Listening random song from youtube will help you to stay awake :| I was back to home at 12 am last night and feel so sleepy. God, i think it's the hardest Friday ever! Yah as you know, when your regional boss comes. You can't fully concentrate with your main job. Hahahaha!! Had funny conversation with my regional boss during lunch, in the middle of conversation he said that i have to enjoy my life, think bout work life balance, don't work too hard, bla bla bla because he knew i worked till late last night. Do not work because you have to, but because you want to Anggi -___- (but actually, now i am not sure what i really want to do)

Last Tuesday i had dinner with my "over time" friend hahaha, in the middle of our conversation he asked me: and so, Anggi what do you want to do?
"What?"
Yeah, are you enjoying your job?
"laughing" i don't know
Why? Do you like your job? or like you said before you want to choose other job after you graduate?
 I don't know, hahahaha
Yeah ok, you don't know what you like, but at least you have to know what you hate ya Ang.

For now, i really don't know. . . . what i want to do the most.
(can't believe, it feels like, lose my passion HAHAHA!)
I will think bout that lah!


Btw, Where are you (?) i can't find your name in my screen phone since this morning.
Are you sleeping all day long? i don't think so. But take your time, i'll wait lah.
I still can't ask you directly . . . .

and
Happy Weekend!

when you're afraid to lose something

when you have bad feeling

when you feel angry but you can't tell anyone

when you want to cry without any reason

when you miss someone

all you need is hug

........

August

Hell-ow
Just back to office today from Jogja (unfortunately not for holiday)
i feel unhealthy today, headache from last night, arrived at 10.10 am, connection problem, so many missed call (when i checked my desk phone), my inbox is -_-" *how to read all that emails, paper mountain (gunungan kertas) on my table. and realize that it was my last business trip with my boss.
Yup, finally she decided to resigned, everybody thinks  and asks, "isn't that too soon?" (so sad, but have to let her go for her better future, she looks very happy, will miss you lah mba, you're the best boss. Wish all the best will always come to your life hahahaha)

How's the trip? So so, i couldn't sleep till i bought sleeping pills, we stayed in one of the biggest hotel in Jogja. (but semacam semua orang udah bilang hotelnya serem, jadi sugesti) In the first night, the light turned off at 00.15 am, and i felt like there was something stare at me. Then i couldn't close my eyes till 4.45 am and had to woke up at 5.30. I sent bbm to my best friend (my hand was shaking when i typed), and he just replied "hahhahahaaa, coba liat sebelah lo ada anak kecil ngajak main congklak". Oh God.  . . . . .gak ngerti banget orang lagi takut. And in ten minutes he called me "udah boch, kaya gituan tuh gak ada, gak ada apa apa disana, tidur udah tidur, kaya gitu gituan tuh gak ada" Ok, i'm thanked to him, biarpun malah jadi serem dengan kata-kata "kaya gitu-gituan". And also thanked to you , that accompanied me and kept me busy with that brainless conversation hahahaha. (ah ya my sister too, she called me but her voice was so funny) - (semacam habis menang penghargaan thank you thank you, tapi ini beneran terima kasih, the worst night ever itusih)
Yah, I think i'm too much lah ya, hahahahaha... But i am happy, had chance to assist and observe MT recruitment for the second time. Got more knowledge bout the business, role job, meet new people and the best part is interview session after they pass 3 steps of selection test. So fun :) kata-kata do not judge book by its cover terbukti. Can't wait to announce the result and hear their happy voice nest week.

And, weekend is coming, let's take a rest. I think i need to go to the doctor tomorrow. Ah ya i will make farewell gift for my boss tomorrow :D Happy weekend everybody!

wlcm bck

Hi,
Welcome back to office!
How's your holiday?

Penyakit banget sih kalau habis liburan, bingung mau mulai darimana dulu mengawali rutinitas~
Sembari mengumpulkan nyawa kembali ke dunia nyata, random browsing dan nemu beberapa gambar gemas.

1. Kamar Malas
Kalau bisa bongkar kamar pengennya sih dibuat model model begini (pas banget buat mager mageran)

Kalau yang ini, pengennya kalau punya uang lalu punya rumah sendiri (amin)

2. Pojok Malas

Sudut bermalas-malas buat baca buku, dengerin lagu, minum susu, coklat panas, kopi atau teh waktu mendung atau gerimis~ ya intinya buat malas malasan~

source: http://smallrooms.tumblr.com/

sudah dulu mengkhayal khayalnya,

kembali ke dunia nyata

happy working~

Kayaknya gue mulai gila.
Sadar Anggina!
Pulang sana!

eh tapi, boleh tanya (?)
kayaknya gue mulai banyak membuat asumsi-asumsi untuk mencari pembenaran diri, dimana itu bertujuan supaya menjaga perasaan sendiri supaya tetap "on track"
gak boleh begitu ya?
harus berlapang dada?

intinya lo tertarik sama orang yang jahat salah, begitu juga sebaliknya, bahkan lebih bahaya kalau tertarik sama orang yang emang pada dasarnya baik. What can you expect? He did that kind of thing not only for you kan? Ya cuma Tuhan yang tau sih kadarnya gimana, kali aja kalau kalau beruntung ada kadar lebih dari yang dikasih ke orang lain hahahaha, intinya ya supaya tetap "on track" maintain your expectation.

Tapi kenapa itu begitu? (udah pulang pulang lah)

H-3 sebelum Lebaran!

Hmmm . . . . sekarang gue tau alasan si ibu kenapa pengen anaknya mengikuti jejaknya jadi "guru". Salah satunya adalah, ini . . . ya ini . . . . Hampir jam 7 malam tapi masih betah duduk di kursi yang sejak jam setengah 10 pagi tadi gue duduki. Menimbang-nimbang kapan buat report bulanan, sekarang apa besok. Atau malah setelah kembali dari cuti panjang. Selama bulan puasa baru satu kali pulang kantor sebelum magrib, (bukan apa-apa, bukan karna kantor gue kejam, tapi karna mager nekat kejepit ibu-ibu agresif dan berujung kejebak macet lalu buka di jalan), jadi jauh lebih baik menunggu jalanan reda sembari bekerja. Libur lebaran cuma di tanggal merah, sisanya silahkan gunakan sisa cuti anda. Wop wop! (alhamdulillah masih punya cuti serentot)

Sedangkan kalau gue memilih profesi yang disarankan oleh si ibu, kejadiannya mungkin akan hmmm jam 3 siang udah di rumah, tidur siang sebentar lalu adzan magrib, H-7 lebaran bisa duduk santai nonton drama Korea, bangun siang dan gak mandi beberapa hari.

Besok hari terakhir sebelum cuti panjaaaaaang aaaaaakkkkkkkkk! Jam terasa lama banget muternya. Hari minggu mudik ke Jogja HAHAHAHA ..... (ngomong-ngomong baru tanggal segini udah kebokean berat)

Ini sebenernya mau nulis apasih. Ya intinya mau lebaran, dan mau liburan. (sejujurnya ini lagi bosen, cari inspirasi mengarang kata buat report)

Salam sayang,

Anggina <3 div="">