the butterflies that you sent to me, just died .......

-kupu-kupunya mati-

-it caused an invisible black hole-

-tired-

sometimes, you may not as strong as you feel

-

Hell-O


Mid test is coming!
Ngehahahahaha.


Setengah semester sering gak masuk, sekarang tinggal bingung mulai belajar darimana.
Semangat! Gajian 4 hari lagi. Denger denger hari ini di sepanjang jalan depan banyak gerobak makan gratis, me na rik. Jalan banyak yang ditutup dan hari ini Senin, ma cet, tulang tulang serasa berontak minta selonjoran seharian di kasur. Sabar sayang, bertahanlah 2 minggu lagi. Lalu kita akan istirahat sejenak ya. Satu bulan terakhir penuh travelling dan masuk di akhir pekan. Dilanjut UTS 2 minggu, Udah curhat aja, gak penting. Cuma sekalian mikir aja mau kerja apa dulu sekarang.

Hari Sabtu setelah gajian harus banget ke salon sih, kasih reward buat tubuh sendiri~ pijet pijet gemes~

Salam pegel,
Anggi

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Maaf orang-orang di sebelah karna moody an gue lagi kumat. Untuk meminimalisir kekacauan, sedari pagi pasang headset + anteng ngetik. Positive sidenya adalah pagi ini sampai makan siang sangatlah produktif!
Negative sidenya adalah sakit kepala. Akhirnya makan siang memutuskan beli es krim yang katanya bisa memperbaiki mood. Entah, coba kita liat efeknya.

Pulang kampus kemarin luar biasa ngantuk gara-gara makan ketoprak (enggak sih, kayaknya emang lelah) sampe rumah langsung ke kasur, bangun-bangun jam 5, baju masih lengkap, gak cuci muka, gak solat isya, gak lepas lepas dan bahkan gak cuci kaki. Are you trying play game with me or what? You can be so kind, nice, super cute and make me smile all day long, then become "nyebelin"at the same time! Congratulation sih, i am jealous! but i'll maintain it. Huh. Just remembered what Y said to me last week "Gi, i think you're not important enough sih kalo gini, don't fight too hard and hurt yourself" HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA! KAMPRET! Obrolan makan siang tolol yang berakhir gue ngambek ngedumel, karna gak terima. Ya ya ya gak sepenuhnya gak setuju tapi juga gak bisa dibilang setuju. He's just too nice,bahkan ada beberapa kelakuan yang mirip, jadi gak bisa marah -_- karna tau alesannya kenapa gue ngelakuin itu. (cari pembenaran aja sih tapi). Biasakan kalo bawa bawa hati suka terjadi delusional yang berlebihan untuk cari pembenaran.

Tapi intinya bete banget sebete betenya bete! do anything you want! it's ok you have close chat with (idk who is that girl, ya ada yang tau juga sih, pengen banget diliat ha?) but i won't to say it's ok you do not reply my text! even it's not important conversation, at least i know you're still alive! Berlebihan banget tapi yaudahlah ya gapapa kan. Males banget mau ke kampus :( tiba tiba libur kek. Pulang lalu tidur.

Salam sayang,
anak yang rindu akhir pekan.

Jumat Jengah

It's last Friday night, before back to school.
And what are you doing here dear?
Working with this !#$%^# billing report since after lunch (still hasn't finished yet), online training (but i am not listening, log in and join the training but doing other thing), posting job req and reviewing

Thanks to my ex boss who gave me her mini speaker, at least i don't feel alone in this small room. Listening random song from youtube will help you to stay awake :| I was back to home at 12 am last night and feel so sleepy. God, i think it's the hardest Friday ever! Yah as you know, when your regional boss comes. You can't fully concentrate with your main job. Hahahaha!! Had funny conversation with my regional boss during lunch, in the middle of conversation he said that i have to enjoy my life, think bout work life balance, don't work too hard, bla bla bla because he knew i worked till late last night. Do not work because you have to, but because you want to Anggi -___- (but actually, now i am not sure what i really want to do)

Last Tuesday i had dinner with my "over time" friend hahaha, in the middle of our conversation he asked me: and so, Anggi what do you want to do?
"What?"
Yeah, are you enjoying your job?
"laughing" i don't know
Why? Do you like your job? or like you said before you want to choose other job after you graduate?
 I don't know, hahahaha
Yeah ok, you don't know what you like, but at least you have to know what you hate ya Ang.

For now, i really don't know. . . . what i want to do the most.
(can't believe, it feels like, lose my passion HAHAHA!)
I will think bout that lah!


Btw, Where are you (?) i can't find your name in my screen phone since this morning.
Are you sleeping all day long? i don't think so. But take your time, i'll wait lah.
I still can't ask you directly . . . .

and
Happy Weekend!

when you're afraid to lose something

when you have bad feeling

when you feel angry but you can't tell anyone

when you want to cry without any reason

when you miss someone

all you need is hug

........